I don't know why I've been having a massive influx of pensive thoughts this month. I feel like a petty person of sorts and I feel like I'm turning into a realist
So once again I'm having one helluva wordy post hahahahah
Am honestly not liking the state of how I am right now. I grumble about not being eighteen, then I come up with negative thoughts and complain about every single thing. I wish I could apply multiplication to my thoughts, and they would turn positive but it just doesn't seem to work that way... it's not like I'm suicidal or suffering from depression okay
But still, we all know that change is inevitable. Everyone changes to a different degree as a part of growing up I guess. Witnessing change is not pleasant, at least not to me anyway. And what if I come back to find a completely different person inside one day? We claim that everyone is still the same but it's not true.. take 'variation in our words' as an example.

Okay so the whole prologue was really just... idk but I have to put a single point across to everyone I know. This: every single person has an accent. Whether you are singaporean or angmoh you definitely have an accent. It's just a different accent so don't come telling me I have an accent because I absolutely hate it when people say that. Usually, I would say no to that but the truth is I am dying to tell you hey you know what, you have an accent as well. You have a singaporean accent that's what it's called. I may have a hybrid of accents but just to clarify I still sound totally asian regardless of what you think. Totally. Asian. And not the least like a Caucasian because they sound different from Asians. Even if I were to grow up in australia, I would still sound like an asian because there is no way an asian can sound exactly like an caucasian okay? Although there is no doubt you'd have an Australian accent, most people can still tell over the phone that this is an asian girl or guy. And with that I am done with ranting and this is indeed a lengthy post.

Okay goodnight guys mwa